Idk whats happening over there right now. Im so far, im really like clueless about everything. Maybe i will know when i get back there. Even they tell me little bits here and there, i still cant get the overview of the situation. Everyones so dispersed. I just have a feeling of that i have an excuse of not being there, and i wish time would stop right here. The time i could enjoy and thinking that its because of family im not there. Hoping to turn and see you all still there, as usual.